<font color="#000088"> I'm trying,but I'm running out of time.My b-day is coming up,and I'll have to re-live the whole thing,the pain,and everything,like I do every year.I'm too physically ill for the psych docs to put me in thier ward for security,and observation.So,I'm screwed,unless they end up finding out I need surgery,and wait until my birthday to do it.Then I'll sleep right through it!But they won't wait a month when they get the results,if it say's I need my gallbladder out! </font>