Yesterday, I was talking with a friend (an avoidant) about childhood.
Her childhood, on the contrary to mine, was horrible.
She knew soon what being an outsider meant. It's sad. Children shouldn't suffer for anything.

I, on the contrary, was a normie. Yes, I can say that there was a part of my life when I was a normal person.
The only strange thing that I can remember from my childhood is that I was very reluctant to give my grandad a kiss. He was so carefull but I wasn't able to see a man like this bc my dad was the oppossite. Distant, serious...
I have these memories fixed in my mind bc I really wanted to show my grandad carefull but I didn't daré to do it.

I'm curious to know how was your childhood.