Depression is an evil hard thing to deal with, and I used to get down on peeps not responding to what I post, and still do, but it's no reason to add to the multitudes of downers already applied to ones self. First off, your expecting a lot from people with a mental illness! There are lots of posts I can't respond too because it sounds too much like me and I don't want to go there.

I'm glad you have music therapy. I've yet to find what lifts my spirit in times of great distress. Maybe I'm listening to all the wrong types of music? When depressed I tend to listen to depressing stuff, same with mania- exciting fast pace music.

If you need more talking too you can pm me. Glad your feeling better