For about 3 years I've had this
disorder. I have this constant
urge to perform everything
'perfectly', and I quote that
because it's not truly perfect,
what I try to do. For example,
when I speak, I have to
carefully select every word, and
when I move around or use a
phone, my body has to move in
this continuous motion or else
it's not 'perfect'. My problem
is that when I try to be normal,
I lose all will to actually
succeed or develop or even
exercise self-control. It's as if
my mind is forcing me to be
perfect or else forget even
trying. My grades and
relationships are falling apart
and I've reached my limit for
trying to fight this - I would
truly appreciate any help on
conquering this.