Am struggling with addiction and my mental health
wanted to get vodka the other day
i use to go to AA meetings but it just reminded me about drink
av gone 3 years without and am not about to break that
I have a therapist she told me to go to AA anyway just in case it helps
Am going online AA meetings but they dont understand why i will no go to a face to face meeting i take very bad panic attacks so much so that it can be a meltdown me screaming and crying only person that can calm me down is my husband
I cant go out the house on my own and i can only go to groups as long as my husband is with me

My husband is supportive he dont drink himself and we never have drink in the house