Feeling quite low today. On my own again. Being on my own isn't good for me I don't think and I'm alone quite a lot of the time even though I live with my bf. I should have gone to the other dimension last night but I made a deal with my bf that I wouldn't go if he didn't pester me about taking meds, so I didn't go and now it's really bothering me because the songs were telling me to go. I feel very unsafe today. Meant to be seeing my cpn tomorrow so will tell her things are getting worse and that I haven't been taking the meds.
Sorry to moan.