Wish I could help, but all I can do is relate. At the moment I'm going forward because there's no other place to go but forward, doing the things I have to do - work, house chores, weekly visits to the parents, more work - but for the life of me I don't understand why.
For the longest time, I thought "accomplishing X will make me happy" (where X was successively graduating, finding a job, getting married... and other social milestones like that), until I realized it's not cutting it for me *at all*.
If you ever find an answer to this, do share. I'm looking too...
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