[QUOTE=MotherMarcus;4247746]I just came across your posting. It seems like you've gone ten rounds with an emotional Mike Tyson. I hope you're taking good care of yourself.[/QUOTE

Pretty much. But I feel more like Muhammad Ali, WAY past his prime, and retired from the fight. I'm sick and tired of making up excuses to keep myself going. I use the term "excuses" instead of "reasons" because there seems to be no real good reason for my being here at all anyway. Everything feels like a waste of time and effort, as nothing I ever do makes any difference in the world in any kind of way! So what the hell am I doing here?