Everyday. I feel down. Sad. Alone.
Everyday, I think about how good my life is at the moment.
Everyday, I think about the things that have happened in the past.
Everyday, I wish I had someone to talk to, someone to help me.
Yet everyday, I remain silent.
I bottle it all in. I won't let anyone past these walls. They keep me safe.
Everyday. I hope to feel happy. I wonder how I could not be, when everything is so good.
I dont understand. What is wrong with me.
I can't open up. Yet I want to. But I can't.
It's too scary. I'm scared. What will they think of me. When I show weakness. They will not see me the same.
I'm so stuck.
I just want someone who I can trust and confide in.
Oh well.