I feel this way nearly every day.

I have such a long road ahead of me. It seems so daunting.

I'm considering going to university as a mature student. I'm 31. Most people go 10 years earlier. I was off the grid for a long period of my life and have been trying for over a year to get back to where I was years earlier.

Even work wise, I'm so far behind everyone when it comes to experience.

It's hard to be around family members when they're discussing certain things, because the things they complain about are the things I long to have. They don't know how lucky they are.

I have a woman in my life whom I love very much. But even that is complicated.

I have no real advice, other than just know that you're not alone. You're not the only one who feels you are lagging behind.