hi concretegirl
i have my own list of diagnoses, bipolar, ptsd, dissociative disorder, agoraphobia, and panic disorder so you are not alone with your list of letters. it took me many years and switching meds almost monthly to find the right med combo to stabilize. i refused to stay on meds that "almost" worked or meds with side effects i didnt like. the only way you will find a treatment facility that works for you is to start researching them and emailing your questions. i would add..do you specialize in trauma? as that can exacerbate bipolar and borderline symptoms so if you get it treated appropriately those symptoms are likely to reduce. i dont know the name of it but there is a good trauma facility in texas. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome