Hey Lilodian,

I am concerned for you. You have helped me so much through my darkness and I wish to help you is some way. I empathize greatly for your current circumstances. Job loss is often considered one of the main stressors for suicide and suicidal ideation. You are very aware of this being one of your major stressors - and I have no doubt in my mind that you can remain mindful of this and, "prepare," for the storm if it happens to come. The only thing you can do is your very best - and it sounds like you are remaining proactive and motivated despite any such, "what if," that may come to pass.

Just know that you are not alone. There are many unemployed people in the world. Up in Canada there has recently been major layoffs in the oil and gas industry. It's going to be an interesting year.

Please keep us updated!

Thanks,
HD