My Lexapro, which I don't think is working, causes personality destabilization. Part of that is me being pent up with anger. Today I'm having one of those days. I can't concentrate on the things I want to concentrate on. I'm pissed at the world. I want to scream and shout! I can't control myself. It's so frustrating. My weekends are sacred to me. It's the days I go to the library and read something that's good for my soul. Yesterday when I tried I felt terrible and came home early only to be an emotional train wreck until I exhausted myself at 7pm, hit a brick wall, and passed out. Today at the library all I could feel was deep rage, and the frustration I have because I can't control it with whatever I try to do. I can't be myself even during the times after I have my anxiety attack each day and before I have my panic attacks each day. I don't know what to do! I'm miserable.