Iīm searching for a new T and Iīm not on meds or within psychiatric care. Iīm searching for a psychotherapist within the psychodynamic field. I wouldnīt dare do anything near commiting suicide, that is taking pills and so on but I still think my life has no value at all.
I would want to be honest with a T about my thoughts and to be able to say things like I donīt think my life is precious, itīs pointless and small improvements wouldnīt do any difference. I donīt cry when I think about life this way, itīs nothing extraordinary about it. Thereīs no chance of building the life I want and I will always be disappointed even if I changed some parts in my life to the better. My life is already over in that aspect.
If I tell a T about this I see thereīs a big risk that most T:s would just tell me that they doesnīt work with clients like me. Or is it safe telling a T stuff like this? Anyone who has talked about this? (Not within psychiatric care)
Even if I think my life wonīt get anywhere near what I want it to be I want a T so everyday life can be a bit more bearable.
Last edited by PaulaS; Feb 01, 2015 at 04:52 PM.
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