I saw a potential T last week and got a pretty good impression of her. A couple of days later I wrote her an e-mail where I told her the things I´d thought of as positive during the meeting. Just on four or five rows in the e-mail. I also just stated that I´d been abandoned by my former T but that it hadn´t to do with any kind of crossing boundaries within therapy.

Last I asked her about a meeting in this week to come, another evaluation session.

She replied but mentioned absolutely nothing about the things I wrote to her. I now mean something like "I´ve read your text, lets talk about it more in the next session" or "Your previous therapy doesn´t affect me, let´s schedule a meeting on that date and time". She just asked me about a certain appointment time and then signed with her name.

I mean, if you receive an e-mail in any other situation from a person you don´t know that well and you´re about to meet and by that, you don´t discuss things further in an e-mail but when you actually meet you still comment on it! Saying "we´ll talk further at the meeting" or something just to confirm you´ve read the text and that your´re at least somewhat interested in what the other person have to say.

It´s just crap that many T:s think they have some kind of privilege to act in an impersonal way and in ways "normal" people wouldn´t. In this case there is no reason at all for her to not comment on the things I wrote in that short manner I described earlier in this post.

I think it just shows that she´s trying to make me uninterested of showing up but of course she can´t suddenly say "I have no free appointment times" from one week to another. And she can´t ignore answering my e-mail either.

I felt she was a bit hesitant about the fee I said I was able to pay her when I saw her at the first evaluation session, she didn´t say no to it but she didn´t seem convinced that fee was enough or acceptable.

She was one of those T:s I saw as possible to start therapy with, now I´m no longer sure about it. I interpret her answer as not being that interested, that she doesn´t bother if I´ll contact her again or not.