SG, I don't mind you asking at all. Infact your question gave me food for thought. I am not a believer in God or some higher power, but I guess Id have to say the instint to survive kept mem going. You know like an abandoned garden that has had rubbish thrown into it for yrs, but if you take your time you will come across 1 flower that grows and keeps its beauty and amongst the debris it pushes its way through toward the light.

Somewhere deep inside me is the will to love and be loved. Its in all of us, that inate drive to go forward.