but not only is this a huge event. i also have to be front and center. i was chosen as the maid of honor.

stuff like going to comic con is not too big of a deal for me becuz the majority of people arent gonna pay attention to me and i dont have to talk to anyone if i dont want to.

this is...so much different. you know? its mainly family. and then im gonna be standing at the front of the church and doing diff things. i knew from the start i wouldnt be able to handle doing all that but what am i supposed to say? "no i dont want to be maid of honor sorry". its rude and slightly sad and embarrassing if i didnt do this as a sister.

anyway its not just one event. its 3 seperate events
so help me god.