I'm a workaholic, trying to control it, I've heard of as many of us having that problem as those who have a hard time working. Anyhow, I've had a terrible Couple of days. I push myself to hard and then freak out and take things personally and then get paranoid and depressed and act crazy. It's awesome! Jk, its bs. That said, I'm pretty Damn good at what I do, people can just deal with it. You know? Went should psychologically normative people be excused grin having to deal with the needs and behaviors of mentally ill people? We're here, they can deal with it. That's what I try to feel about those moments when I am embarrassed.