I feel that same kind of guilt or a sense of having done something wrong, when it's just par for the course. It's discouraging on top of already feeling crappy, so I get it. The thing is, your therapist and pdoc understand that this is how it goes. Honestly, if one of them sees you struggling, it's better to get on top of it early than continue to drop. It's not your fault. Just the (bad) luck of the gene pool draw.
|