I've often been tired of it, yes. I realized at a very young age that there is no such thing as the just world, and that the good things would have to be fought for tooth and nail even though some were simply born into them. I don't think I'd fit well into the "normal" life, though. There are as many destinies out there as there are people.
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Originally Posted by Quiddie
The problem is if something does perk me up, it lasts minutes at best. It's not like I get a perk and can hold on to it for a while. My cats will do something that makes me laugh and the minute they stop doing it, the good feeling is gone again. I can't hold on to it, even if I try to laugh at the memory of what they are doing.
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While depression can last for days on end, I've always found happiness to be fleeting. I think it's easy to start sliding if you look at it as something that's supposed to stay as strong as it always was, when it may be more along the lines of something that helps to insulate you and remind you that there are still places to turn.