I may be doing that but I'm not sure. I have no valid reason to suddenly feel shame about the work I'm doing in therapy. It's going well. The child part sometimes felt a little embarrassed but I got over that. T says I'm doing great. It's not about thinking she'll want to terminate me because we both know I need her help because of my husband's illness. It could be that I feel ashamed of the child part because I need to be an adult now.

I don't know if I can get to my session Tuesday because of the weather and I'm not sure I care! I feel like I'm going to ruin my relationship with my T and she doesn't deserve that at all. I want to push her away but I don't really. I still need her. I can't figure out what's going on. Can anyone help me? Thanks!