I didn't want to enter in detail bc it's a tough tópics but let's say we wasted this last months very very close. Then, I realized that I couldn't go on with him like this. I'm moré comfortable in the friend zone for several reasons and I offered him my friendship but he haven't still accepted. I thought I was a special person for him as he is for me.
The thing is that now, I'm afraid of becoming close up people again.

Thank you for your help.