Feeling worse this afternoon but my friend should be home soon so I guess that will distract me. Craving a cheeseburger like mad haha they are my comfort food. I miss my partner, I just want a cuddle sometimes. Craving a beer like mad too but after last nights performance I need to steer clear of alcohol. I don't think I'm quite mixed but definitely an agitated depression. Upping the clonazepam again tonight I think. Does anyone know how long til I feel a mood lift from going back on my regular meds?