I had a cry of frustration at the library yesterday looking at the career, business, money making section. I small cry which is a huge improvement from the heavy crying I used to do. I was so frustrated that I can't get a job for 8 years. The right kind. You don't understand how helpless and powerless I feel. No matter what I do and don't do...the amount of frustration.

I feel so ashamed! I have a college degree!