Hi.

First of all no one can replace you. Your parents would be crushed to think you believed this. But once known, would be elated to support their child in seeking help.

If your fear is too much for you, get your health insurance information and call to set up an appointment with a psychologist. You may have to go through your primary MD first. The insurance will know. Or google mental health clinics in your zip code and check them out.

Two years of someone berating you, stealing your self worth, and destroying your self esteem would make all of use question our value. But you are a kind, loving and caring person for having tried for those two years to help him get over his issues. Now its time to use your qualities on yourself.