What degree do you hold?
What job do you want right now?
Where do you want to live?
Is the job you want available where you are living?

I would focus on those 4 things at the moment. Don't worry about 30 years from now, retirement or "making money" at this point. What you want is to start and after you have your start you can address the future a little at a time.
Take things a day at a time, and be willing to tell people what job you are looking for. You never know who will be able to help you. Courage!