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Originally Posted by Adespota
Having alters, especially of both genders, makes it much more complex. Was there a type of non-binary that you related to the most?
I'm also wondering if it possible you relate more to the female alters because they are more caring, gentle and considerate because that's just who you are? Or that you just don't relate to how the male alters are or maybe a bit of both? Or is it the being female that you relate to? Sorry lots of questions, you don't have to answer any you aren't comfortable with, but some things to think about. Remember this is just about discovering yourself which doesn't usually come all at once. It takes a lot of time for most people. Do you have a therapist you can also discuss things with?
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Lol, I don't mind. I've been more tuned to the feminem side since forever. As a teenager I felt like I was in the wrong body. The male alters only come out when I need to be "manly" as a disguise, work, socialize. I love women so much I'd be a lesbian lol. People say I act "gay" when I'm not.
I feel like I'm just a conscious- a blank slate- that switch personality traits as needed. I just feel more attuned to the feminine ones. I can switch 2-3 or more times in a conversation, depending on the coping skill needed. My host personality changes, the main one that is the up front- through the years. Right now I'm Susie, homebody house keeper most of the time. But Steve comes out to go to work tomorrow, or maybe Billy or maybe ?
My host has been male personalities in the past. When they were, I didn't feel very well connected to them, like I was unsure or I was missing something. That's why my interest in all this is. Yes, for certain, I can say I'm transgender. But that's my secret! Lol.
I only have a pdoc to prescribe bipolar meds, but looking for a T, but I actually do know who I am, so I'm really not much concerned about talking to anyone about it. I've been like this forever, so it's normal for me!