I'm sorry. I can't imagine what that was like. I know that this past summer I realized how much I trusted my T and I freaked out a little because I grasped how easily it would be for him to take advantage of me and how easily I would give in I am very grateful for an ethical T.

I know you feel stupid and I don't think you are. I think we're built to need to trust and love and be open and there are evil people who will use that against us.