Thank you for replying. I now realize that my post may be a bit too long. I agree with everything you said. I just don't want at 40 to end up working something I don't want and living a live I don't like. I've seen great deal of that and it's probably one of my greatest fears. Today I turned 20 and it makes me think about my future even more. But you're right, I won't know unless I try. Thank you for the help again. All the best!