Maybe I don't need ECT ASAP after all. All this morning I've been feeling pretty good (well, after I went jog/walking that is - - not when I first woke up). I found out I have an interview with a staffing agency this afternoon and that has me in an especially good mood. Maybe my problem is just a matter of perspective and talking myself out of negative self talk? It doesn't look like I can get in for ECT this week anyway.