Yeah, I don't know what's up with the forums either -- I've had a weird day with it too.

As for reasons to live -- here's one: You help me! I really value the support you've given me. In the past, I have made pacts, when suicidal or severely depressed, that I would live for them until I could find the strength to live for myself. Often when you think life isn't worth living, other people think differently for you!

Hang in there.

Candy