This... This is why it's more than transference. See, with transference, you do not believe the person is your mother, father, whomever. You don't just call her "mom". You clearly state she is your mom. That is the delusion. That is an obsession.

This is not the first time you posted this either. You've posted about many things like your drinking, not being able to clean up your room, etc.

Btw, again, the simple fact we remember and are following your posts, that shows we care.

And again, how can we help you get better?