Okay, so I don't really know where to put this post but it has to do with a relationship. I have been dating this guy for a while. He is 35 and I am 18. Is this wrong? I feel guilty about it now. I mean we haven't done anything; but I have done things for him through video. I feel ashamed about it now because I can never take it back. I don't want to leave him because I don't want to hurt him. I also feel stuck in this relationship. I mean we have talked about everything. I don't know what to do.

Also, I tried to break up with him today and he dropped the suicide bomb. Me being upset and all tried to take him back. Now I feel guilty and don't know what to do. I cant just dump him again. Any advice?