that's kinda how i'm feeling right now and probably will be still when my session gets here Thursday. Last week I felt so disconnected from t, and felt so sad about it i couldn't articulate it and then she basically told me to "stop sighing" and then I felt like she was getting fed up with me. And that's what I wanted to talk about at my next session. But I know how I am, once my session gets here and I try to start talking about it, suddenly all the stuff I've been thinking and planning to say, will sound incredibly stupid to me and I won't say them. I hope I can find the feeling back that I felt last week so I can talk about it. I think it's important.