Feeling sick, haven't eaten a thing all day, just mints and coffee. I'm all nervous and I don't know what exactly for.
I guess loneliness doesn't go away, anxiety either. I'm not sure if I'm less depressed or more depressed at times. Could be the weather, it is too cold for a "leisurely walk".. not in our winters. blah....I feel blah. I'm not sure what I'm looking forward to. I want more of a job but certain things just make things hurt more. Laying around because I don't sleep good.