I can't stop worrying about it . I'm finding it to feel guilt love or anything I could before. Whenever I feel bad about something, I feel it's only because I think I should. I don't know if I can say I love anyone, and that kills me. I've got people working so hard to help me, and I can't say for sure if I love them. this is killing me. I have intrusive obsessive thoughts about killing people, those won't go away. I feel evil, and I don't like it. I need help