I can't seem to have normal chats with others. Eventually I get called deranged or something else insulting. I'm talking about people on here even. They say I am strange/disturbed or that my sense of humor is weird or that they wouldn't want me to talk because I scare them or make them feel weird? They think my reaction to things is off/ not right.

I don't understand.

It hurts to be told this over and over. Its been this way for years. It makes me feel like an outsider to the people who like to be proud and say THEY are the outsiders.

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what a joke.