jeff,

I too find myself in the same spot that ur in ... I want so much to be in a relatiionship that I find myself attratced to the safe bets cos I know that I could never go further than my " Moral Fiber " allows me too. So I play and kid around ...

I find myself tormented all the times so I had to remove myself entirely from the situation

Stay strong my friend my ear is always open so u can bend it

Tymber