I'm bouncing back forth. It's Susie and Steve. I feel like a yoyo. My conscious is confused. Fighting for control as host. Not sure what to do. I'm switching every minute. Have you heard of such a thing? I tried to imagine it's not real, but that doesn't work. I'm thinking a choice has to be made. Took my AP, deal with it in morning I guess? It's been going on all day since I added Steve to the listing below. I thought I was doing him a favor, but they're yelling at each other in my head. Most of it is unintelligible but boy are they pissed. They're both good. They both make valid points. Ones nurturing while the other is all business. I need both. Ones logical while the other is emotional. Can't you tell which one I am? Why can't they share? My turn, I'm the one holding this family together. I care. He's cold and not caring. We need love right now. The kid is about to leave home and we're trying to not make him hate us. Besides, I've been running things for awhile. So this is so unfair. He gets his chances.