Not right when I am thinking it but I don't hide it from her either. I was given a paper at intake saying the agency protocal for active abuse, or self injury or suicidal behavours they refer clients to the appropiate places - police for abuse, ER for the others for intake to mental health units. So I don't tell her right when I am thinking it but do tell her either before the feeling gets too strong or after the feeling passes so that I don't end up in the MHU.