Well I'm not. I just get drunk and try to until someone asks me where to meet up and I get terrified and run away. It's not really good behavior because I imagine if I keep doing that, I will just someday do something and it's pretty unkind to the guys I lead on. But I'm not attractive enough for any of them to want to actually have a conversation with me so a relationship is off the table.

LCM probably would be worried if I told her about this. Which is why I'm not going to tell her right before she leaves for two weeks.