[QUOTE=waterknob1234;4252259
Then I thought of all the things that have changed in my life, and not for the better. My children have grown up and left. My daughter is going through a divorce. I miss my parents who passed away 5 years ago. I sometimes wonder why I keep on living, for what? If someone told me today I have cancer, I don't know that I would even fight it. I feel sad and lost.[/QUOTE]

I'm not in you position in life exactly, but I feel very much the same way you do. It seems like within the last few years of my life, there have been changes and they are not for the better also. Mostly with health issues I have been dealing with. They are minor, but the ones in the past I have gotten over. And then other issues come along. And besides with me being single and getting up there in age, it's been harder to make friends and having that special someone in my life. Along with my parents being long gone and my two brothers & sister being more separated. I wonder why I want to keep going also. I discussed that with my friend today. He couldn't come up with too much.