I guess I'm a bit disappointed that a med student doesn't know how psychiatry works. If you went to a psychiatrist, of course he's going to say he can't treat you as you are high functioning and there is no PILL to fix this kind of fetish. YEP, psychiatry is all about pushing pills. Most psychiatrists don't do therapy, their only function is to diagnose and give you medication. You should find a therapist who specializes in sexual disorders in order to work through your fetish issues.