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Originally Posted by moody26
But what do yo think about? I dunno if this is really relevant but I am curious. Like I literally get up and never stop thinking. future, failure, happy, depression all in one day. is that how you get? I just pace back and forth thinking. I get so easily inspired, and cant stop thinking. therefore I started to drink a lot. But during the hypomania can u have depressing thoughts? like I get over confident and depressed, anxious and angry all in the same day. its no longer polar its everything at once. like a storm. but they diagnosed me BP 2 because I used to have severe depression and then get the highs. I dont know its like living in hell.
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Depends, some times just about any thing! One time I got so caught up in why there is no life on Mars what happened to it or what didn't happen to it I spent most of the day researching it until I finally thought, "who cares?!" But that's what happens to me some times. I get stuck on a damn topic and can't break from it easily/ Other times my thoughts are tossed salad, mixed and all over the place. I also am effected by my mood too. If I am depressed, my thoughts tend to be depressing. Why I am no good, all the things I did wrong or said wrong, etc. The worse imo is when they are racing thoughts and I simply can not keep up. This cause me anxiety, and paranoia and some times delusions.
From what I can tell reading what people say, we all all different with some similarities. There is no blue print to follow. We can and usually are all over the map
