Thank you Rohag for answering. Sadly, I do not think it would be possible to meet with any professional for I do not want my parents knowing right now until I am sure of what I am going through. I am afraid I would hurt them too much right now, for they think that I am experiencing the best time of my life right now. As well, we recently found out that my brother also had severe depression when he was my age, and I do not want my parents to feel as if they are failing somehow, when it is I who am experiencing that right now. Thank you for all the web resources. I am eager to see if some of them can help.