Hi clearskys3, I have been threw a couple of these things you are going threw. I thought I was a lesbian before because I kissed lots of my girl friends but we were just actually friends. Then one day it hit me and still does I think I'm a lesbian. But I am 100% percent straight and always have been and always will be. I don't have problem with lesbians or gay people but I just don't roll that way. But you have to realize they are just thoughts in your head it does not mean you are gay . You are getting scared of the thought that you are gay but you know as you have said " you are straight and dream of girls" So this could just be you are having anxiety and panic. You are having automatic thoughts constantly and it is making you believe in your head you are gay but you know you are not . It has taken over you . You have to fight the obsessive thoughts . Don't let it get the best of you . Worrying always makes it worse then what it really is. I know its a difficult situation and its like your head is on repeat with these thoughts and they don't go away so you have to try your hardest to think about other things. Focus on certain things like your five senses when this happens. Taste touch smell see hear .It helps break the obsessive thought and focuses your mind on other things so you can think straight. Brings you back down to earth. Trying not to freak out and when this happens staying calm and relax and breathe slowly is very important . The more you panic the worse it gets.I had been threw something like this and I got help from a trained professional and this can really help . I myself am still suffering with my own issues but I hope this helps !