Thank you divine1966, I think part of this is that I really feel like I won't ever find someone as good as him. I've dated so many jerks in the past, he stands out as being such a great boyfriend, offering to do so much for me. This is why I'm kicking myself now. What if I never find someone like him? What if he's the "one that got away"? What if I keep picturing the life I could have had with him, and being disappointed by other men down the road?
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