Yeah I'm taking those classes, although Chemistry (not sophomore) might be going not too well, but the others are fine

The problem is, my parents and even my grandparents have told me, "Become a doctor, Become a doctor..." for money and a set life. I feel cheated, even with myself, because now the urge to become a doctor feels wavering. I know this is bad, but I honestly don't picture myself in a little clinic or hospital as much as exploring the ocean. One of my best friends is becoming a surgeon or something emergency-wise. She continues to throw up medical documentaries in my face from time to time, haha, but I find myself more into science-type interests like outer space and Earth's natures, even the ocean. I don't want to blindly walk into the medical field because my parents told me too, and I feel like I smiled and said I wanted to be a doctor, feeling as though it was the only career Then again, I do make lots of mistakes my parents and friends correct me, it's like I'm incapable of living.

I dunno, maybe I can double major or just think about other ideas than following a line where some of my passion is missing. And also, I hate to admit, but most of my sciences are in the B- - C- range (just semester grade averages). I'm going to feel like a failure.