Sorry for your experiences. I have very very emotionally and verbally abusive mean and rude father and am still dealing with it in therapy and am almost 50. I never dealt with it in younger age. My mother is not abusive but extremely unavailable as her goal in life is to please my dad because she is scared of him. Nothing else matters to her

I appear to be very successful and very put together. It is not the case inside. I am very damaged.

I react to your posts strongly and I apologize for being too harsh but I just do it because I want you to do everything you can to heal now, not wait till u 50 to finally address it properly.