Welcome!!!I think you were probably just in such an extreme state of sadness you weren't thinking about how you were thinking and talking, but rather how you were feeling, and the conversation was unrecallable. i do that alot, my speech is something i don't realize what i'm saying sometimes. i've had people tell me i said things i don't even remember saying.maybe i'm thinking something and talking about it when i don't even realize i'm talking outloud?